Hello people! :) How are you? I've missed blogging, but
things have gotten damn crazy over the last month for me, so that my free time was reduced to a real minimum: University
classes and exams have gotten more intense, so I'm spending a lot of time on books and at lectures; yet, I have a crapload of stuff to do at home, including
chores and taking care of the babies; also,
pregnancy makes me sick all day and I so badly need rest xP Sky tries to help as much as he can, but now he's got a job that keeps him away from home 9 hours or more every day, so everything's often on my shoulders only to get done :( I'm still lucky because I have my brother Sunny, my other siblings and two wonderful parents who often come here to help with chores and babysitting, but sometimes I am really about to crash because of all the tiredness ^^'' So well... this morning I decided to skip a class (not an important one, no worry) to enjoy some time for myself; I took the babies out with me, to do some shopping, and they've been amazingly quiet all time :) Only
Miura talked with me a little all happy (yeah she's talking a bit! :D) So yeah, I bought a couple of
coffee sleeves, and a
keepsake school year book for my little brother
Jimmy who celebrated his 6th birthday on May 8th; Sky said we'll be buying our kids some
ID Gear Personalized Sippy Cups from an online shop, so I didn't buy those. I bought some disposable diapers and dishes instead, for when we travel. Yeah, we might go on a quick holiday on July, after all the family birthdays ;) Hehe. Now my babies are sleeping, and I'm about to go too ^^ I'll
blog hop first though, because I've missed it during all this time off :) See you!
Tags from bro
Jazz Tiger:
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Labels: babies, birthdays, blogging, family, life, shopping, sparklings, updates
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This morning I woke up early to do some chorest before Sky and the kids woke up, as I have no classes today, and I couldn't help but notice how '
bare' these floors look: the pavement blocks are pretty old (which is understandable, since Sky couldn't afford a more expensive apartment) and some of the borders are a bit ruined. At breakfast time,
Sky and I talked a bit about buying a couple of Area Rugs for the living room and the bedroom, where the floor is in worse conditions and Sky said we'll have to look around for affordable ones, since our pockets aren't so full at this time. I suggested to look for an online shop that only sells
Rugs and he agreed, saying that surely we'd find some real bargains there. And well, we were right after all: we found some real
Cheap Rugs for $100 or less on superiorrugs.com and probably we're going to buy them from there :) I really love the colors and designs, and Skywarp likes the patterns, and both of us are sure that the kids will enjoy playing on them; and at least they'll be safe. Finally, after breakfast
Sky and I went to the store to buy some food, baby diapers, baby formula and new bottles, since
Stormrod made two of them fall from the stroller last week and we were desperate then because there were only two left and he still make frequent meals during the day.
Miura's hair has been getting longer this last month, so
I bought her a baby brush and she really seem to enjoy time spent with her mama like that :3 Awww it makes me so happy too!
Oh BTW, for all the ones who have been asking to
link exchange, I'm going to add you in a bit :) Sorry for the delay sweeties! And thanks for being loyal friends. *hugs*
Labels: babies, family, home, life, link exchanges, shopping, skywarp, sparklings
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Finally I'm here to blog again! xD YAY! I have quite a bit to share with you, and I hope you'll be
patient enough to read this post until its end ^^
On
March 16th it's been
dad's 33rd birhday. We had a great party at home, and it was just too bad that my brothers and sisters from the other Universe couldn't come over to have fun with us. We danced, sang karaoke, played games, watched movies and happily watched our
dad while as he unpacked his presents :P (oh, and I bonded and cuddled with mom too! I so missed that x3) Hehe.
Jazz T. and
Nixon bought him a Motorola, and it was so nice!
Sky and I only bought him a professional pen set + agenda, but he loved it it seems x3 Happy belated b-day dear dad! And
happy Father's Day too (that was yesterday ^^)! You're always
the best!
Last night Sky and I went to
buy something for dinner before the shop closed, and
took the children along. They seemed to have fun looking at the shelves, and they defently did when we stumbled upon my twin brother
Sunstreaker xD Ahah! He's such a cool guy, really;
he entertained the kids while Sky and I kept busy around the shelves, comparing prices :P LOL. Sunny helped us carry the shopping bags 'till home too, which was so kind of him. So yeah, after my bro left to go home, Sky and I prepared the bottles of milk for the kids and put them to sleep; then at
9PM I sat on the sofa and switched on the TV, while Sky cooked some
delicious fried seafood and prepared toasts and salad. Primus, I was so hungry! I devoured everything :D We ate on the sofa, watching TV, then after dinner we cuddled a bit before bed. Awww it was all
so sweet! x3I can't wait to get Bonded to him, really!
... Alright, this post came out shorter than I thought it would be :P Better, isn't it? I'm gonna finish my studies and then off to bed. See ya!
Labels: birthdays, brothers, family, life, sparklings, updates
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Sky was home all day today, which is cool. ^^ The kids love spending time with him, and I adore his cuddles too. Also, I could go to university and study there at the library, so now I got more free time on my hands.
I miss mom.. Yeah... But I know she'll come over on Saturday and Sunday, and surely I can go see her tomorrow after classes ^^ Back to Sky and us, we're thinking about
going out to eat something tonight; nothing really long because we have the kids to look after, but maybe just a quick pizza at the restaurant where we dated ^^ So yeah, time to go now. See ya later!
EDIT:// we did actually have the quick pizza dinner together ;) my bro
Sunny watched over the kids for some time, so that Sky and I could enjoy our time together. Thanks bro! x3 I owe you so much! *
hugs*
Labels: babies, brothers, family, life, skywarp
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Sunday 9th was probably the most wonderful day this month so far, because... *
blushes* I've made
love with Sky for the first time. It just started like a kiss and a cuddle, and... well, we ended up in bed. I didn't imagine that making love with the person you love could be such
a beautiful, dream-like, intense experience... it makes you feel like you and your mate are one only soul, and you feel so happy that you would never want to leave that place of inner peace. I wish you to feel the same way I do one day. :) It's wonderful.
Labels: life, love, skywarp
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Bro Longreen and I passed our tests! :D Yayness! I got a score of 59.47 and arrived 78th on a list of 200 students! *_*
Amazing! I just couldn't believe my eyes x3 For once, I can say to be proud of myself.
And proud of my great darling brother too!
Sorry for not being around in weeks, guys, but I've been busy with University papers and study planning, a brother's birthday (
happy belated birthday dear Sonny!), some time spent with my lovely Sky and classes started. I'll try to read blogs and hop around when I can. Love you all!!
Labels: brothers, family, life, tests, university
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I'm sorry for not updating in so many days, but I had to study for my access tests at University and the exams days have been quite long and tiring, so both my brother Longreen and I took some days to just rest and relax, and enjoy family life ^^ Yesterday was my sister
Elanah's birthday and I've been loving every bit of it. My little sis is so cute x3 Awww! She turned
2 years old. What a doll!
Also... I've met
Skywarp again on the 22nd. It was late evening, I had gone taking the trash out and I stopped at the park to relax a bit... and he was there. I almost cried for the joy, and I kind of glomped him in a hug, but the thing is... after some talk we had, just before I left to go back home...
we kissed. Yeah...
I dared kissing Sky! o_O And he was so sweet... holding me and kissing me back gently... I can still feel his warmth against my body. OMP... I so...
LOVE him!!! *_* I can't help but looking forward to the next time we meet now!
By the way, I got
tagged by
sis Scarlette and
bro Jazzy :3
Put the Logo on your blog. Add a link to the person who awarded you. Nominate at least seven [7] other blogs.
Add links to those blogs on your blog. Leave a message for your nominee on their blog.
Now, I would like to pass this Brillante Weblog to: Beng, Imee, Jenni, Kathleen, Khristel, Trisha and Sunny
Labels: blogging, course, family, kiss, life, love, sisters, skywarp
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Just a quick post to let you know that I won't be online or blogging until
Thursday 18th of 2008 because I will be having my
access tests for University and I need to focus on that and revise my books to be able to pass.
Please, wish me
luck! And to my brother
Longreen too, because he's gonna attend the course with me.
Thanks you!
Labels: access, blogging, course, life, tests, university, updates
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Just finished eating yummy
noodles with carrots, onion and tomato sauce. I cooked it by myself, I'm improving ahah! Yeah don't worry, I left some for twin
Sunny too ^^
I haven't heard from
Skywarp S. in so long, and honestly I don't know what to think... Does he still like me? :( I'm so confused still... *sighs* but I think I'm starting to really like him for how he is, how he's become. I... may... love him... but I don't want to illude myself again. I don't want to make another Vow in case... in case someone else falls for him. I mean... yeah, I keep feeling that others have more right to love than I do =_= Yah...
As for the other
Sky, the one I loved first, no hearing from him as well *sighs again* I hope he hasn't forgotten about me now that he's happily Bonded/married, because we are still friends and I care about him a great deal.
Regarding the site, I updated the "
Boy" page with a couple of contents,
Contacts and
Poems.
And now I'm off before my brother
Jazz comes over to pick up his kids. I wanna be around my nieces and nephews for another hour. See you all again soon.
Labels: babies, brothers, family, kono.luv.ph, life, love, sparklings, updates
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These days I'm really enjoying being around my family :) My brother
Ratch has been staying over for some days with his kids, and they're all so cute. Awww! I really
adore kids! I still hope to become a parent someday, hehe. My brother's Sparklings are so sweet and well mannered, I must say their parents did an awesome job in raising them. My twin brother is totally in love with them, and mom as well, and it's just too bad that they're leaving so soon *
sigh* But I heard mom saying they'll be back in some weeks and I just can't wait! x3
Labels: babies, brothers, family, life, sparklings
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The other Skywarp, the one I still love and that I'm trying so hard to stop loving and just consider a brother, is soon getting Bonded (married) to another Sideswipe, one that I know and think of as a good friend. I... don't think I will attend to the ceremony though, and probably I won't come over for a visit for a long while... It just hurts too much still, I feel like crying just thinking about it... Though, I will still send them a card, wishing them happiness forever. Everyone deserves to be happy in this Universe, even if my persona may be the exception to the rule. I don't care.
Labels: blogging, life, love
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Where do I even start this...? Damn, loads of things have been happening, so maybe I'll be better use a bulleted styled entry to say things in order...
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Sky and I broke upYah, we did. Not because we don't love each other anymore, but... because both of us (especially me) can't just let the sense guilt go and be happy. My sister Emmy was in love with Sky and gave him up to let me be happy with him, which made me feel even more guilty... then when I got together with him, the sadness took the best of me when I thought of Prowl, his ex. That poor 'Bot was suffering the hell and I couldn't just be there and happy with my new mate...
his mate... So I gave up. When I say that others' happiness comes first, I really mean it, and I just can't live by just ignoring that principle of life. I'm in love with Sky still, but... I'm trying not to think it over too much. And I just met another Skywarp I knew from my past again. He's turned out to be a good guy, and he gave his Sparklings to the Sky to adopt, since he wasn't allowed to keep then after years spent in prison. I was there when that happened... it was a touching moment really. To say the truth, I feel some kind of
attraction to this Skywarp, and he asked me out. He's single, so you know... I'm safe ^^ I just hope things maybe work out well with him. He's lovely.
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Mom and her boyfriend broke upThey did... and I feel so sad about it :'( I was hoping that Mark would be my new dad, but all my hopes vanished in a cloud of smoke now. After all, I can't really blame my mom for leaving him... Even though he loved her and all of us, he was never here for us, always so busy around everything and making money, and even when he was here or we where there with him, he was always busy. So I never really had a chance to know him. All I'm sorry about, now, is that with him I lost my little brother
Dingo too... But I hope he'll let us see him sometimes, as an 'unofficial' brother at least.
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Wordpress went nuts! x_XFinally... if you're wondering about the change of layout and script, I'll be happy to explain how did this all happen. Yesterday morning I went to my Admin Panel and I noticed my WP installation was out-of-date and needed to be upgraded. So I went to Fantastico installer in my Cpanel to do that, but... it said it was only possible manually :o So I downloaded the new Wordpress and I tried to upload it via FTP. Wtf?! My FTP kept disconnecting and didn't manage to uploaded a whole lot of files! x__x I had to delete everything, so I exported the database and I went to phpMyAdmin to delete it first, then to Fantastico to try and reinstall WP from there. Again, I was f***ed up! xP Fantastico said I couldn't install a WP over another WP. But where?! If I just deleted everything!!! I tried 3 times and then I gave up. Out of desperation, I registered my domain here with Blogger and... TA-DAAAAA! Got my site up again! XD But oh Primus! After such a painful two long days of trials and tribulations with the damn Wordpress! x___X I'm NEVER using it again, that's for sure!!
Labels: blogging, family, life, love
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This morning I woke up very early, at 5 am, to go to Cybertron at the
Iacon Investigation Center. I had been there already with mom and Ratchet Doc to acquire informations about Scarlette and her past, so that was certainly the best place to ask about that rumor... the one about Skywarp''s other Sparklings (the Skywarp of my Universe, of course! not my sweet mate ^^)
So I went and I spent almost 3 hours with the investigators to look for these informations, even within private archives. And yeah, my suspicious were right:
these Sparklings really existed, and they were taken care for at the Iacon City Orphanage. There are
two of them though, not three as the rumors said. A boy and a girl, aged 2 and 3 years old. They were built combining Skywarp''s codes with human DNA, so they were developing and growing up just like Scarlette; like human kids.
I told the guys that my mate and I wanted to adopt them, and that one of those kids was currently my sister, so they did let me have a copy of those informations and photos of the Sparklings taken at the Orphanage when they were taken there for the first time.
They are adorable... Really! They''re beautiful, the cutest Sparklings ever seen :D I can''t wait to take all of this to my beloved Sky! But I''ll be patient and wait for tonight to see him again. I miss him, haven''t seen him in a week, but it was worth of it. Because now we do
know where to find these little treasures ^^
Labels: babies, blogging, family, life, love
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Skywarp...
... and I...
... are TOGETHER!!! *_*
WeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAre!!!!!!!
And it''s all thanks for my sister, to my beautiful sweet generous adorable sissy! Love you Emmy!She had a crush on Skywarp too, but since she knew about my sufference... she did let us get together :''( May Primus bless you, my dear sister, because you''re a rare gem of golden in this Universe. NO. In
every Universe.
Now, since heard a rumor that the Skywarp of my Universe had built and then abandoned other Sparklings on my Cybertron, I''m gonna check tomorrow morning and see if it''s true or not. If it''s true, my love will take those little ones with him and... if we Bond someday, they would be my kids too *smiles* Yeah...
Labels: family, life, love
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Sky fell in love with my sister, and there's nothing I can do about it. And I don't want my sister to suffer, so... I'll extend my Vow, to let them be happy. Yep! That I will do...
Primus, hold my hand, please, and guide me through this...
Labels: blogging, family, life, love
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Only a few words, really... Did you ever care about my feelings for you?
I'm living my everyday life, I'm studying and being happy with my family... I'm calmer than before... but it doesn't mean I stopped loving you. I never stopped. I... love you, Skywarp.
Labels: blogging, life, love
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I will be always
One of your best friends
One that''s there for you
When you want to Laugh
Or Cry.
But I belong to a land
Called the Valley
Of Broken Dreams.
Don''t you worry
About this Lambo here.
Broken Dreams are
My forever companions.
Labels: life, love, poetry
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Feel the breeze
of fresh wind
cooling my cheeks
but warming my
Spark.
It's the sign.
He's there.
Untouchable,
not mine,
yet and forever
maybe.
Just a friend,
my best friend.
And still I dream
of him every night.
Dreams like fresh
breeze
left by his wings.
Labels: life, love, poetry
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This is a poem I've written for my mom, my friend Umi and my quasi-brother Cyclonus on June 29th of 2008. I know, I''m not good at poetry ^^ But I tried my best *many hugs!*
Even when things get worse
Don't cry
Be strong, Be yourself
Be the great person you
Have always been.
Because it's not right of someone
To bring you so down
To deny your days from the sunshine
Of life.
Time will heal all wounds
And happiness will come back.
Just the way it''s always been.
Labels: family, life, poetry
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