I didn't attend classes at University today, because I needed
to look after the babies. They were scared of being left with any of my siblings, and Skywarp, Doc and my mom were all at work, so I could do nothing but staying at home with them. Not that I'm displeased, of course ^^ I
love my adopted children. It's just that they are struggling to get bonded to me, and their fears make me fearful too. I surely want to be a good mom to them, I don't want to see fear on their faces :( But yes, mom and Doc have told me how
difficult adoption can get... These babies have passed through bad experiences of abandonement... Plus, their birth mother looks just like me, in appearance... But I know we can do it. Slowly slowly, but the day when we'll all live as a happy affectionate family will come :)
Miura is the one of the three kids who's getting more attached to me, maybe because she's calmer and more sociable than her twin and her little brother. She fell asleep in my arms today, all curled up in a ball, and trust me, she was just too adorable not to stay there and look at her while sleeping *_*
Anyway, last time my brother Ratch checked me up and said that the baby boy I'm expecting is healthy, and I am as well. *
phew* ^^ Skywarp was there with me and it was just so great. It's good to have two brothers who are medics :P Hehe. I don't know where I'd be if Doc and Ratch weren't around (ah yeah.. there's Rhinox, but he's just another story xD). Okay, see you tomorrow with another update! ^^
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